Hate the Way I Look

I am so disgusted everytime I look in the mirror. 

Things are just not going well with my thyroid right now.  I am beginning to think that while this doctor knows where my levels should be, he doesn't really know how to get me there.  I am gaining weight again!  After losing a chunk of it, it is frustrating beyond belief to see it come back. 

I don't even want to plan a Branson vacation or to any other destination because I hate the way that I look. I want to feel good about myself again. This really stinks. I am so tired of nobody knowing how to manage thyroid disease. Seriously, it doesn't seem like it should be that difficult. I know what I need...why don't the doctors?