Putting Off Vow Renewal

I've given up any thought of renewing our wedding vows this year.  Between our finances and my health problems, it's just not happening this year.

I thought by now I'd be closer to my weight loss goal instead of further away and that I'd have my thyroid management better under control.  Since neither is happening at the moment, and it's not like I have the energy to do everything that needs to be done even if we did have the money, maybe next year. 

I want the dress and the vows and the party so it will have to wait until the time, energy and funds are there. Maybe next year during our 15th year or maybe we'll end up waiting now for our 20th anniversary.